The Large Lake

Kairai jumped/flipped backwards summoning his scythe and hissing before realizing it was Denny. Shaking his head and unsummoning Ankoku, he walked towards keeping some distance in between.
"Hey...", he said. not sure of what he really wanted to answer.

im sorry did i get you off guard....

Sighing, Kairai nodded.
"Sorry for the hissing..." he said rubbing his left arm with his right hand nervously. He tried to keep his breathing shallow to stop getting Denny's scent, but he could hear his heart beating way too clear.

..rai..could i ask you something lately...you've been acting a bit off ....
like theres always something wrong or something..?

Kairai looked at him a bit careful, but keeping steady. His hands were chaking a bit but he stuffed them in his back pockets.
"I'm fine" he said, looking at the night, winter sky.
"Why do you ask?"

nothing ... but im kind of just worried about you... i feel like it.... feels different...
even mya... thinks that you changed...

Kairai smiled and looked at him again, into his eyes this time.
"I HAVE changed in many ways. I mean, look at me" he turned like modeling new clothing. "I'm taller, my hair is dark blue-ish..." he said, knowing he was answering Denny's question wrong.

im dont mean like...

Knowing he would have to tell the truth he sighted and his shoulders sagged a bit.
"I dont know how to explain it. Sadness overcomes me and...I can't do much about it" he said, tears in his eyes.
"I wish I could tell you more...but not even I can explain it to myself. Sometimes I ask, why am I so sad? The answer is only there for a fraction of a second, and I can't quite grasp what's it that I'm feeling" he sad this time looking down, his voice almost a whisper.

*taps his shoulder*
its okay just think of the good think of your friends and Seles you guys are going out! she wouldnt want to see you sad..

Kairai looked from the floor to him with eyes that said many things but couldn't be read.
I do love Seles, and I feel happy with her...but there is something else..., he thought instead of saying anything. The only thing he managed to say was: "I guess so", putting his gaze to the ground again.

*gives him a man hug(xD)* it'll be alright
stay positive

{*raise eyebrow at "man hug"* really now Denny? lol}

Kairai stayed really still when he was hugged feeling his heart beat too close to him. The desire for his blood almost exploded but he drowned it slowly.

(CRAP FORGOT HE WAS VAMPIRE!!)
oh snap hes vampire he could sucked my blood..

..so yeahh feel better! i dont wont you going all crazy on me and trying to kill yourself okay!

Kairai laughed inside but didnt on the outside at the killing himself comment. It would be relatively easy for him to kill himself, but he wouldn't, not now.
"I guess I could stay alive..." he said, his voice low and shaky.

.... what do you mean you guess you have to your my best bud yo.
*Does a ghetto pose*

*Laughs*
promise me you wont die.

Kairai nodded and bowed slightly looking at him.
"Cross my heart and hope to die" he said.
"Wait, that doesn't sound right" he said smiling wide. "I wont die any soon, I promise"

*Laughs*
oh.. and can i ask you a favor..?

Again, Kairai nodded, feeling not as sad as before knowing he is better at controlling his thirtst.
"What is it I can help you with?" he asked, playing with his hair to distract his mental babbling.

... its about mya.... i want you to help me.
i might not be around at times due to my incredible long hours of sleep or i might be off doing something but i want you to protect her when im not around if anything goes wrong or happens okay?

He knew he would do anything about Denny, so taking care of Mya wouldn't be that hard. Well, so he thought at the moment. Maybe he would have to keep his self control at max around her. But he wouldn't be able to drink from her, her element smelled somehow wrong to him.
Nodding slowly looking down at the floor he said: "I will do my best to take care of her".

okay thank you.
I owe you.
so how is it being vampire?

The question caught him off guard so he blurted out the first thing that came to his mind.
"Thirst is hard to control"

thirst...
how much do you have to drink?

"It depends where and who I get the blood from" his eyes getting a bit dark.
"My Imprint, Seles' blood is amazing to me, but mage blood is still really good"