The Temple

*lays on my back on the temple roof*
*letting the light rain hit me and then closes my eyes*

*Grabs Pride by the blade, unflinchingly*
I wonder how many people would care if I died...
*Blood from his hand mixes with the rain, running towards the ground*

*smells blood and opens my eyes slowly*
I wonder if someones hurt.
*whispers to self*
*turns over on my side*
I don't want to bother find out.
*closes my eyes again*

*Toys with the Blade*
I'm gonna make this long, and painful...
*Starts by running Pride through his left hand*

*sniffs the air, smelling more blood*
This smell... is really making me uncomfortable.
*sniffs more and get water from the rain up my nose*
*sits up quickly, coughing and rubbing my nose*

*Begins stabbing pride into his lower arm*
This has already ceased to bother me...
*Continues, looking out into the distance, complacently*

*notices Abel*
Umm... What are you doing?

*sees Abel and tackles him, strong even in Kitten form*
~What are you doing?! As far as I know, you aren't a masochist so this can't feel good~
*looking worriedly at you*

*looks up sadly towards the raining clouds*
"I'm sorry... No one was supposed to see this..."
*his tears are hidden by the rain*
"I've given up Ravyn... I don't want to go on..."

*calms down and sighs*
*looks down and the ground and sees a thick stream of blood running down from the temple*
Huh?
*gets on the edge of the roof and turns upside, so only my head is showing down looking around*
*sees the boy from the tower and a cat*
What are they doing?
*continues to look at him, trying not to disturb*

*hisses*
~It looks like you're trying to kill yourself and I want an explanation!~
*shakes a little*
~You told me you wouldn't abandon me, Abel...~

It does look that way. Why?

*tilts my head a bit and then goes back to laying down*
I shouldn't bother them.
*sighs and closes my eyes again*

~Abel...~
*soaked through by the rain and shivering*
~You promised...~

*is slipping away a bit*
"I'm sad you had to see me like this..."
*Body is growing colder*
"This is one promise I wish I didn't want to break..."

*looks up at Angelus*
~Look, I don't know who you are but this guy is really special to me--I need help!~

*Reaches up and hugs Ravyn*
"I love you Ravyn... I always will..."

*cries, even in kitten form and licks his face*
~Abel dont go...Don't abandon me...Stay...You have to stay...~

*hears the yelling and opens my eyes quickly*
*sighs and stands up, shaking my head*
*jumps off the roof and stands behind the cat*
What's wrong?

Abel, you are being rather selfish. If you love Ravyn, you would not put her through this.

*looks at Angelus and then back down at Abel*
If he wants to die, you should let him. I think.

*is losing consciousness*
Yes it is... my last selfish act...
*Passes out*

*hisses at Angela*
~He made me a promise and its my fault that he's doing this--I'm not letting him kill himself because he loves me!~
*glares back to Abel*
~Abel you gotta pull through...I'll never live through the guilt if you go...~

*sighs*
Dying at the steps of a temple. At least thats kind of a good thing.
*smiles to self*

*growls and scratches lightly at Abel's chest*
~No! It! Is! Not!~